...and maybe in this life, we'll learn. |
22/canadian/neurotic. finding me, myself and i among the various messes in my life. |
(via staree)
loooove this.
a photo, as requested by a lovely formspringer.
22nd birthday fabulousness…can’t believe this was 7 months ago.
formspring me, please. ask anything, at all - really. i hardly find anything too personal to share…. http://formspring.me/ohtofindmyself
but i know that moment won’t ever come. that’s why it’s just a fantasy.
i don’t want to want you anymore. i don’t want to love you anymore. why won’t my heart just let you go?
i’ll source it when i remember who it’s by.
i want to be loved.
it’s official, now i’ve seen everything - a dinosaur blunt
RAWRRR IT’ts A fucking bluntasauras bitch!
all the pain drenched sorrow relief, bite the lip just forget the bleeding
I hate
[eating, because it just makes me feel worse about myself
sleeping, because i’m gonna have to wake up eventually
feelings, they’ve created this vulnerability in me
trust, or maybe i hate how many people betray it
you, actually i hate that i don’t
how things won’t ever be the happy four of us again, everything seems ruined now
how i feel like i’m even drifting from you, i never thought that could happen
how much i want to wreck myself, and i’m afraid of wants becoming needs
how no matter if i said straight out to you, “i want you to ask me about it”, you still would sit back as if i’m not drowning, and begging for your help
how i try to run to everyone’s rescue as soon as i see a sign of distress, and yet no one will give enough of a fuck to even ask me if i’m okay, and care about the answer
how hopeless i feel, and how much i realize that i’m not the only one feeling this and my feelings don’t really matter and in all honesty, i really don’t matter.
realizing how insignificant i am, and how much you actually don’t need me at all]myself
I work at Forever 21, I remember seeing that dress. I wish we still had some left, I would have bought it and sent it to you for Christmas.
awww, that’s so sweet. thank you :)
i love forever 21. it’s got amazing stuff and it’s so cheap! almost everything i wear is from there…and i pretty much will only buy my jeans there.
(via loveyourchaos)
Tell her when you’re picturing her smile in your head. Tell her that you don’t always want public displays of affection. Tell her when you’re thinking about her naked. Tell her that she’s the most important girl in the world to you. Tell her that there’s nobody else you could picture yourself with. Tell her that she’s annoying you. Tell her that you get excited when she texts you. Tell her that you like hearing her voice over the phone. Tell her that you had a dream about her. Tell her that you want to spend the day with your boys. Tell her that you don’t think about anyone but her. Tell her that you’re thinking about last night with her. Tell her you want to take a nice long shower with her. Tell her you would rather play video games than cuddle. Tell her that you like the feeling of her in your arms. Tell her that you don’t want to hold her hand all the time. Tell her the truth. And never forget to tell her you love her.
Tell her when you’re picturing her smile in your head. Tell her that you don’t always want public displays of affection. Tell her when you’re thinking about her naked. Tell her that she’s the most important girl in the world to you. Tell her that there’s nobody else you could picture yourself with. Tell her that she’s annoying you. Tell her that you get excited when she texts you. Tell her that you like hearing her voice over the phone. Tell her that you had a dream about her. Tell her that you want to spend the day with your boys. Tell her that you don’t think about anyone but her. Tell her that you’re thinking about last night with her. Tell her you want to take a nice long shower with her. Tell her you would rather play video games than cuddle. Tell her that you like the feeling of her in your arms. Tell her that you don’t want to hold her hand all the time. Tell her the truth. And never forget to tell her you love her.
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